Thursday, September 30, 2010

Here we go again


What a wonderful hour. The most wonderful hour of them all. It is a failure of an hour when compared to... say... 11AM...

I want sleep.
Wtf is wrong with me lately? ... Maybe I need a good book to read at night. Though, books usually keep me up.

Fuck. This has been going on for a while now, and doesn't seem to be stopping at any point soon. If I didn't hate medication so much, I'd go out and buy some sleep aide.

Okay, how about this, oh wonderful readers who like to role play, what should I do about not being able to get any sleep? I anticipate I will get no advice here, though.

I'll probably be up til about 3:00 like last night. We'll see.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

11 PM


I went to bed two hours ago and I have yet to get any sleep. More and more I find myself slipping into a dreaded sleep schedule. It's just not healthy to be up late every night.

Well, whatever, what can I do? I'll try to go to bed fucking early tomorrow. We'll see how it goes.

I just wish this time of night wasn't so boring... Good thing I have Shannon's blog to sit on. Whatever would any of us do without it? ... I noticed she has been posting less and perusing the blogs rather rarely... I can't tell if she's losing interest or if she's just distracted. I think she still might not be over her uncle's death, no matter what she says about that. Hmm

lol, Diane just walked in and asked wtf I was doing. Told her I was looking at porn, that got her running. Maybe I shouldn't be in the kitchen with this...

One sec.

Mmmhm, I have moved the laptop back to my fucking room. This place is only supposed to have two bedrooms, the room I have is generally a large closet space. Yeah, it fucking sucks. What can you do? ... Don't think I'm being a whiny bitch here, I am very thankful Diane is putting up with me. That woman is seriously... a crazy feminist. I may have certain qualities that eliminates most of her concerns, and being Shannon's best friend is a huge bonus, but she still doesn't trust me, you see. I'm too sarcastic for her liking, apparently.

Fuuuck that, Diane, get over it.

... Fuuuck, I'm rambling. I'm going back to bed after checking out some porn.

I kid, I won't be looking at any porn.

Monday, September 27, 2010


Is it really the end of September?

October will be here so soon! October = Fall and Fall = LEAVES EVERYWHERE.

Everyone calls them "lovely" and "gorgeous" but I think fall leaves are rather dirty looking... I mean, they start falling off the trees, and the ground gets COVERED in them. I think rakes are the bane of my existence. I really hate Fall.

Can't we just skip to Winter? At least snow has charm.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Uncle Austin

Ahh, Tuesday afternoon. Time to explain a few things.

Tuesday, September 8, at 4:30 PM, my uncle Austin Greene was found dead in his Pittsburgh apartment. A friend of his (his only friend, incidentally) decided to stop by for a visit after work as a surprise. He definitely got a surprise, didn't he?

Honestly, when I heard about it last Wednesday, I wasn't too shocked. Austin was a very distant uncle, and a very eccentric one to boot. He was in his mid-thirties, could never keep a job (Though Danny fails here as well), and as far as I know, never had a single notable love interest. He never called my mom, and she never called him. I think the only time we really met was on my 12th birthday, the terrible year my birthday cake got ruined (Some kid who I thought had been my friend decided to fuck with it for some reason) and everyone had pretty much a miserable day.

Nonetheless, it still hurt. Death is seriously tragic, I tear up a bit when I read about someone dying in a news story, or something. So, while I didn't know the man well at all, he was still family, and it shook me up quite a bit.

The cause of death was quickly determined as a heart attack. Austin wasn't old, but he certainly hadn't been in the best shape. I left to see my parents on the 11th, and Danny followed on the 15th (good thing we had Diane to keep the place safe for a few days), the funeral took place on the 17th. It was pretty small, and really only had my immediate family + Danny. I heard my uncle's friend had planned to attend as well, but financial and time issues caught up with him. That kind of bugged me... Austin's only friend couldn't even make it to his funeral, while Danny and I, who were very unfamiliar with my uncle, were able to :(

But anyways, despite the situation, it was nice seeing my parents again. My mom had obviously been crying quite a bit, but at least I was there to comfort her :)

I don't want to hear about any more funerals for a very long time, ugh.

(Oh and Zeke made a comment on my blog! That is so exciting~)

Monday, September 20, 2010


I'm back, it's late, I'm tired.

I see Danny never made a real post here, he said he did! Haha...
Well anyways, sorry, I had no time for this or anything like it. I'm sure that's understandable, right?

Thank you so much for following, Celeste! Don't worry, I'm fine, your concern has been appreciated. I'll catch up on your blog tomorrow! Same to you, Shiloh.

Speaking of blogs... I never finished "Seeking Truth", but look at that, it seems to have started up again! I'll keep watching for that...

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

To Clarify

Oh, a comment. Hello Celeste, I suppose I made it sound rather dire for Shannon personally. She'll probably mention it here anyway, so I'll inform you now.

A member of her family passed away. An uncle.

Despite knowing her family very well, I had no fucking idea the guy existed. So I doubt he was real close with Shannon. Still, she was pretty shaken up over it and she quickly headed out to NYC where the funeral will be.

Ugh, me and Diane alone is not optimal. I'll be following Shannon within the week, her parents plan to pay for my travel expenses. They are fucking cool parents, I'm practically their son, that's how close we are.

Anyways, obviously Shannon is in no real mood to be on the internet. I'll post about something... not dumb in a bit.

(I'll get rid of the Overlords thing, it's a bit immature)

Monday, September 13, 2010

Oh look, it's Danny

Yeah, Shannon talked me into contributing to her blog.

Yeah, I know I said all this was dumb.

Yeah, I know I have a blog called "Like I Care About Blogging". I made it as a joke, har har to those who started following it.

Though, this does not mean I approve of this blog nor do I approve of the slenderblogs. I'm just being a nice friend here.

By the way, you're probably wondering why exactly Shannon isn't the one posting. As I said earlier, she's having personal issues that came rather recently. It's serious, believe me.

Blah blah blah, I'll talk about something shitty later, stay tuned.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

I'm terrible (Well, slightly)

I have this professor who's kind of really awesome. He's so nice and chill.

He's also really, really hot.

See, I feel bad for crushing on him as he's about 10-15 years older than me, it's a bit of an age gap. BUT OH WELL, IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE A BOYFRIEND ANYWAY.


Nah, that doesn't bug me much at all (really!). I had a steady boyfriend in high school for two-three years, but it just didn't end up working out. I tend to not really be "boy crazy" as I see some other girls. You didn't hear this from me but Diane falls under that category sometimes =D

But this doesn't take away from the fact that I'm wanting an older man, uuuugh.

Also, I forgot to mention earlier how unfortunate it is that Drew has seemingly died :(

Sunday, September 5, 2010


Okay, what do I talk about?

Today, early this morning, Danny and I went to see his friend Paul at the clinic.

Danny was real cheerful, moreso than usual, I'd say that bodes well for his friend, who seemed really nice after I introduced myself to him.

I was expecting Paul to be a bit strange from what I had heard, but he turned out to be really really normal. He and Danny sat and talked about sports and movies. I was expecting the conversation to be a bit deeper.

From the visit alone, I got no impression Paul was under stress or trauma from any sort of accident.

I suppose that's a good thing? I'm no doctor, that's for sure.

Anyways, back to slenderblogs for a moment, I'm a bit disappointed that "Dreams in Darkness" ended the way it did. It's sad, yes, but it also strikes a bit of a blow to the realism of some of the other blogs. Not that they are terribly realistic anyway, just...

I suppose we could pretend everyone behind an ARG is insane, for the lulz. :P

Friday, September 3, 2010

Danny has Finally Moved Back In


Sorry for not posting the last few days, as I have said, Diane was sick (but she is feeling better) AAAAAANNNNNND Danny was keeping me busy moving his stuff in! So, as of now, Danny is officially living back with us!

He's been pretty busy himself between moving and visiting his friend.

Umm... I guess I'll mention his friend is someone who I barely know. His name's Paul and Danny met him at work or something. Apparently they got along well!

Paul was recently in the hospital over an accident and is now in rehabilitation over it (So you can imagine the severity of the hospitalization). Paul has been allowed visitors the last few days, so...

I plan on going with Danny Sunday to see him. I've only met him once, so it should be interesting.

Anyways, ciao for now!