11PM
What a wonderful hour. The most wonderful hour of them all. It is a failure of an hour when compared to... say... 11AM...
...
I want sleep.
Wtf is wrong with me lately? ... Maybe I need a good book to read at night. Though, books usually keep me up.
Fuck. This has been going on for a while now, and doesn't seem to be stopping at any point soon. If I didn't hate medication so much, I'd go out and buy some sleep aide.
Okay, how about this, oh wonderful readers who like to role play, what should I do about not being able to get any sleep? I anticipate I will get no advice here, though.
I'll probably be up til about 3:00 like last night. We'll see.
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
11 PM
Meh.
I went to bed two hours ago and I have yet to get any sleep. More and more I find myself slipping into a dreaded sleep schedule. It's just not healthy to be up late every night.
Well, whatever, what can I do? I'll try to go to bed fucking early tomorrow. We'll see how it goes.
I just wish this time of night wasn't so boring... Good thing I have Shannon's blog to sit on. Whatever would any of us do without it? ... I noticed she has been posting less and perusing the blogs rather rarely... I can't tell if she's losing interest or if she's just distracted. I think she still might not be over her uncle's death, no matter what she says about that. Hmm
...
lol, Diane just walked in and asked wtf I was doing. Told her I was looking at porn, that got her running. Maybe I shouldn't be in the kitchen with this...
One sec.
Mmmhm, I have moved the laptop back to my fucking room. This place is only supposed to have two bedrooms, the room I have is generally a large closet space. Yeah, it fucking sucks. What can you do? ... Don't think I'm being a whiny bitch here, I am very thankful Diane is putting up with me. That woman is seriously... a crazy feminist. I may have certain qualities that eliminates most of her concerns, and being Shannon's best friend is a huge bonus, but she still doesn't trust me, you see. I'm too sarcastic for her liking, apparently.
Fuuuck that, Diane, get over it.
... Fuuuck, I'm rambling. I'm going back to bed after checking out some porn.
I kid, I won't be looking at any porn.
Maybe.
I went to bed two hours ago and I have yet to get any sleep. More and more I find myself slipping into a dreaded sleep schedule. It's just not healthy to be up late every night.
Well, whatever, what can I do? I'll try to go to bed fucking early tomorrow. We'll see how it goes.
I just wish this time of night wasn't so boring... Good thing I have Shannon's blog to sit on. Whatever would any of us do without it? ... I noticed she has been posting less and perusing the blogs rather rarely... I can't tell if she's losing interest or if she's just distracted. I think she still might not be over her uncle's death, no matter what she says about that. Hmm
...
lol, Diane just walked in and asked wtf I was doing. Told her I was looking at porn, that got her running. Maybe I shouldn't be in the kitchen with this...
One sec.
Mmmhm, I have moved the laptop back to my fucking room. This place is only supposed to have two bedrooms, the room I have is generally a large closet space. Yeah, it fucking sucks. What can you do? ... Don't think I'm being a whiny bitch here, I am very thankful Diane is putting up with me. That woman is seriously... a crazy feminist. I may have certain qualities that eliminates most of her concerns, and being Shannon's best friend is a huge bonus, but she still doesn't trust me, you see. I'm too sarcastic for her liking, apparently.
Fuuuck that, Diane, get over it.
... Fuuuck, I'm rambling. I'm going back to bed after checking out some porn.
I kid, I won't be looking at any porn.
Maybe.
Monday, September 27, 2010
Rakehate
Is it really the end of September?
October will be here so soon! October = Fall and Fall = LEAVES EVERYWHERE.
Everyone calls them "lovely" and "gorgeous" but I think fall leaves are rather dirty looking... I mean, they start falling off the trees, and the ground gets COVERED in them. I think rakes are the bane of my existence. I really hate Fall.
Can't we just skip to Winter? At least snow has charm.
October will be here so soon! October = Fall and Fall = LEAVES EVERYWHERE.
Everyone calls them "lovely" and "gorgeous" but I think fall leaves are rather dirty looking... I mean, they start falling off the trees, and the ground gets COVERED in them. I think rakes are the bane of my existence. I really hate Fall.
Can't we just skip to Winter? At least snow has charm.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Uncle Austin
Ahh, Tuesday afternoon. Time to explain a few things.
Tuesday, September 8, at 4:30 PM, my uncle Austin Greene was found dead in his Pittsburgh apartment. A friend of his (his only friend, incidentally) decided to stop by for a visit after work as a surprise. He definitely got a surprise, didn't he?
Honestly, when I heard about it last Wednesday, I wasn't too shocked. Austin was a very distant uncle, and a very eccentric one to boot. He was in his mid-thirties, could never keep a job (Though Danny fails here as well), and as far as I know, never had a single notable love interest. He never called my mom, and she never called him. I think the only time we really met was on my 12th birthday, the terrible year my birthday cake got ruined (Some kid who I thought had been my friend decided to fuck with it for some reason) and everyone had pretty much a miserable day.
Nonetheless, it still hurt. Death is seriously tragic, I tear up a bit when I read about someone dying in a news story, or something. So, while I didn't know the man well at all, he was still family, and it shook me up quite a bit.
The cause of death was quickly determined as a heart attack. Austin wasn't old, but he certainly hadn't been in the best shape. I left to see my parents on the 11th, and Danny followed on the 15th (good thing we had Diane to keep the place safe for a few days), the funeral took place on the 17th. It was pretty small, and really only had my immediate family + Danny. I heard my uncle's friend had planned to attend as well, but financial and time issues caught up with him. That kind of bugged me... Austin's only friend couldn't even make it to his funeral, while Danny and I, who were very unfamiliar with my uncle, were able to :(
But anyways, despite the situation, it was nice seeing my parents again. My mom had obviously been crying quite a bit, but at least I was there to comfort her :)
I don't want to hear about any more funerals for a very long time, ugh.
(Oh and Zeke made a comment on my blog! That is so exciting~)
Tuesday, September 8, at 4:30 PM, my uncle Austin Greene was found dead in his Pittsburgh apartment. A friend of his (his only friend, incidentally) decided to stop by for a visit after work as a surprise. He definitely got a surprise, didn't he?
Honestly, when I heard about it last Wednesday, I wasn't too shocked. Austin was a very distant uncle, and a very eccentric one to boot. He was in his mid-thirties, could never keep a job (Though Danny fails here as well), and as far as I know, never had a single notable love interest. He never called my mom, and she never called him. I think the only time we really met was on my 12th birthday, the terrible year my birthday cake got ruined (Some kid who I thought had been my friend decided to fuck with it for some reason) and everyone had pretty much a miserable day.
Nonetheless, it still hurt. Death is seriously tragic, I tear up a bit when I read about someone dying in a news story, or something. So, while I didn't know the man well at all, he was still family, and it shook me up quite a bit.
The cause of death was quickly determined as a heart attack. Austin wasn't old, but he certainly hadn't been in the best shape. I left to see my parents on the 11th, and Danny followed on the 15th (good thing we had Diane to keep the place safe for a few days), the funeral took place on the 17th. It was pretty small, and really only had my immediate family + Danny. I heard my uncle's friend had planned to attend as well, but financial and time issues caught up with him. That kind of bugged me... Austin's only friend couldn't even make it to his funeral, while Danny and I, who were very unfamiliar with my uncle, were able to :(
But anyways, despite the situation, it was nice seeing my parents again. My mom had obviously been crying quite a bit, but at least I was there to comfort her :)
I don't want to hear about any more funerals for a very long time, ugh.
(Oh and Zeke made a comment on my blog! That is so exciting~)
Monday, September 20, 2010
Hi...
I'm back, it's late, I'm tired.
I see Danny never made a real post here, he said he did! Haha...
Well anyways, sorry, I had no time for this or anything like it. I'm sure that's understandable, right?
Thank you so much for following, Celeste! Don't worry, I'm fine, your concern has been appreciated. I'll catch up on your blog tomorrow! Same to you, Shiloh.
Speaking of blogs... I never finished "Seeking Truth", but look at that, it seems to have started up again! I'll keep watching for that...
I see Danny never made a real post here, he said he did! Haha...
Well anyways, sorry, I had no time for this or anything like it. I'm sure that's understandable, right?
Thank you so much for following, Celeste! Don't worry, I'm fine, your concern has been appreciated. I'll catch up on your blog tomorrow! Same to you, Shiloh.
Speaking of blogs... I never finished "Seeking Truth", but look at that, it seems to have started up again! I'll keep watching for that...
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
To Clarify
Oh, a comment. Hello Celeste, I suppose I made it sound rather dire for Shannon personally. She'll probably mention it here anyway, so I'll inform you now.
A member of her family passed away. An uncle.
Despite knowing her family very well, I had no fucking idea the guy existed. So I doubt he was real close with Shannon. Still, she was pretty shaken up over it and she quickly headed out to NYC where the funeral will be.
Ugh, me and Diane alone is not optimal. I'll be following Shannon within the week, her parents plan to pay for my travel expenses. They are fucking cool parents, I'm practically their son, that's how close we are.
Anyways, obviously Shannon is in no real mood to be on the internet. I'll post about something... not dumb in a bit.
(I'll get rid of the Overlords thing, it's a bit immature)
A member of her family passed away. An uncle.
Despite knowing her family very well, I had no fucking idea the guy existed. So I doubt he was real close with Shannon. Still, she was pretty shaken up over it and she quickly headed out to NYC where the funeral will be.
Ugh, me and Diane alone is not optimal. I'll be following Shannon within the week, her parents plan to pay for my travel expenses. They are fucking cool parents, I'm practically their son, that's how close we are.
Anyways, obviously Shannon is in no real mood to be on the internet. I'll post about something... not dumb in a bit.
(I'll get rid of the Overlords thing, it's a bit immature)
Monday, September 13, 2010
Oh look, it's Danny
Yeah, Shannon talked me into contributing to her blog.
Yeah, I know I said all this was dumb.
Yeah, I know I have a blog called "Like I Care About Blogging". I made it as a joke, har har to those who started following it.
Though, this does not mean I approve of this blog nor do I approve of the slenderblogs. I'm just being a nice friend here.
By the way, you're probably wondering why exactly Shannon isn't the one posting. As I said earlier, she's having personal issues that came rather recently. It's serious, believe me.
Blah blah blah, I'll talk about something shitty later, stay tuned.
Yeah, I know I said all this was dumb.
Yeah, I know I have a blog called "Like I Care About Blogging". I made it as a joke, har har to those who started following it.
Though, this does not mean I approve of this blog nor do I approve of the slenderblogs. I'm just being a nice friend here.
By the way, you're probably wondering why exactly Shannon isn't the one posting. As I said earlier, she's having personal issues that came rather recently. It's serious, believe me.
Blah blah blah, I'll talk about something shitty later, stay tuned.
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